worked out

worked out tues wed thurs fri and sun this week. tok off monday and tuesday and now going back today. i want this. i want to be better. i want to feel good. im amazed at my stamina...just excited and anxious. wish life was like the biggest loser and 10 lbs would magically come off after a week. bit im proud of myself.

do something that makes you proud of yourself. itll make a huge difference in your life.

I remember lasting 15 mins last year.

I remember the first one hour elliptical was a huge thing.

Now I regularly clock an hour.

I'm feeling strong.

Thank you freidman.

raw food.

im back on like 78% raw food.

ive fallen off the healthy eating wagon a couple times.

but im doing well.

and i cant seem to shake any of the weight.

its irritating but im not giving up.

i realized that i never get below 195 and im TIRED OF IT. i want to keep it up and feel proud of myself.

on a slightly related way,

pluots are the shit.

seriously.

more to come when im not hungover :]