Sickness. No appetite yet I still eat....
thank goodness that there is no nausea or vomiting.
hideous fever half the time. body aches. coughing and chest pain.
but what hurts the most is myh little boy coming up to me wanting to cuddle and make mahmee better, and i cant...because i dont wish this on anyone...especially my baby.
missed lots of work which means lots of monies.
and i havent been the best about my food. but i cant even think. and its not important.
its times like this, when i feel this horrible, tat things are put in perspective.
this beautiful body of mine is fighting an illness that used to kill people.
this beautiful body of mine is fighting and infection that is invading my core.
this beautiful body of mine is fighting, to get better. and its crazy beautiful!
sure i have flaws, but im healthy (for the most part) and im alive. alive!
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