sigh....starting off worse than before.

the damage is done, and once this baby comes i am going to be on my own with the weight loss.

im heavier than when i delivered jude, and as the numbers creep up i get a little sad. Im VERY happy for the reason WHY I am heavy. Im excited to meet my daughter. but the fat girl in me feels defeated. I want to be better! I want to be thinner! Ive gained all the weight back and then some since last January!

but you know what? I CAN GET YOU OFF, FAT!

YOU ARE NO MATCH FOR SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THEY CAN DO IT!

so there.

pfffft.