ive had rough weeks. im not stressing. i bet ive packed on 4 or 5 lbs back. but im not worried. its all part of the journey : ]
ive been laid up with back pain still, hypermobility the phys therapist calls it, and havent worked out much or eaten better.
im silly. but im checking in with you. stay strong, drink water and eat right!
ill update as things move along : ]
Monday, March 29, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
busy bee
work and life have me busy. sorry i havent been here, ghost readers.
ive gained back 2 lbs. back to 197. ive been bad i admit it.
ill make the changes again.
ive been ina slump lately. had a bit of a meltdown recently, where i was literally shopping 4x a week. since i can now try on and wear most anything in a size 14 and even dresses in 12s, i have been buying. its amazing how much money you save when you cry in dressing rooms. am i complaining? no,. ive just had to consciously make the decision to not shop every week : ]
starting p90x soon. we'll see how it goes. im not committing to 6 days a week because its hard, i dont want to, and ill get burnt out. i need to ease into it.
i should also login to sparkpeople again since i havent in months.
im off to check on the babe. he is teething, just moved into his own room and im sleeepy.
ive gained back 2 lbs. back to 197. ive been bad i admit it.
ill make the changes again.
ive been ina slump lately. had a bit of a meltdown recently, where i was literally shopping 4x a week. since i can now try on and wear most anything in a size 14 and even dresses in 12s, i have been buying. its amazing how much money you save when you cry in dressing rooms. am i complaining? no,. ive just had to consciously make the decision to not shop every week : ]
starting p90x soon. we'll see how it goes. im not committing to 6 days a week because its hard, i dont want to, and ill get burnt out. i need to ease into it.
i should also login to sparkpeople again since i havent in months.
im off to check on the babe. he is teething, just moved into his own room and im sleeepy.
Monday, March 15, 2010
been bad.
seriously. today was at least 2500 cals.
going to buckle down. i made it to 195...and truth be told probably gained some back...but im soooo close. why frick it up by being stupid?
its go time. no dwelling on the past!
going to buckle down. i made it to 195...and truth be told probably gained some back...but im soooo close. why frick it up by being stupid?
its go time. no dwelling on the past!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
bad girl.
been a bad girl.
havent blogged.
in the past week have had muchas gracias. subway. pot roast. coffee. coffee. coffee. lack of water.
ive been bad.
i at one point went out to dinner and had chicken bruschetta burger, then topped it off with dessert chocolate pie, (holy crap i totally spaced i had chocolate and that was my lent thing. damn) and then ate chicken nuggest 30 mins later.
i totally fat kidded it.
meh. whatev.
its a new day today and a new week. whatever.
im okay with it. :]
just touching base. im still chubby, slightly flabby and here :]
but im BLESSED.
havent blogged.
in the past week have had muchas gracias. subway. pot roast. coffee. coffee. coffee. lack of water.
ive been bad.
i at one point went out to dinner and had chicken bruschetta burger, then topped it off with dessert chocolate pie, (holy crap i totally spaced i had chocolate and that was my lent thing. damn) and then ate chicken nuggest 30 mins later.
i totally fat kidded it.
meh. whatev.
its a new day today and a new week. whatever.
im okay with it. :]
just touching base. im still chubby, slightly flabby and here :]
but im BLESSED.
Friday, February 26, 2010
dresses! (size 12!!!)
gasp! today i bought 2 new dresses...both in a size 12. my tummy needs lots of work but im feeling good!
ate chex for dinner and breakfast, didn't drink my waters today, subway for lunch late and then potstickers for dessert. it doesn't ruin me, just sets me back a little. no worries, back on track tomorrow : ]
i have a cute new dress to wear to work.
im going to do well.
measurements part 2...
something must be wrong with me.
either i have measured wrong and ive lost an inch everywhere...or i havent lost any inches anywhere....im confused.
for now, i wont be sad...im just going to accept my body and work towards my goals.
screw "accepting" it...im going to EMBRACE it!
i lead a blessed life.
either i have measured wrong and ive lost an inch everywhere...or i havent lost any inches anywhere....im confused.
for now, i wont be sad...im just going to accept my body and work towards my goals.
screw "accepting" it...im going to EMBRACE it!
i lead a blessed life.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
time to clean off the white board
i have a whiteboard in the kitchen that has weight loss updates.
i need to erase it, so i thought id post it here so i can restart for march : ]
January 5th - midday went for iud: 213 (after lunch and drinks)
January 9th - 208
January 13th - 206
January 15th - 205
January 19th - 203
January 21st - 205
January 27th - 201
February 2nd - 199! Under 200! wahoooo!
February 14th goal was 193 - did not meet. but im not sad about it : ] just keep trucking.
February 9th - 198
i got sick the next week and got down to 195. i KNEW this wouldnt last since i needed to rehydrate.
February 23rd - 197.
:]
the new stretch goal is 165 before i get pregnant again (hopefully between January and June 2011) this is so my body can adjust and after i deliver i can reach a comfortable 170-180 prior to my wedding September 2012.
short term goal, lose 5 lbs in march and be at 192 or better by End of March :]
ill update the weigh ins on Tuesdays when i weigh in (i dont like to weigh in more often than that. it drives me batty! i get addicted).
ive done decent.
need to get the waters in.
gave up chocolate for lent.
thinking after this lent is done i will do another lent and give up Rockstars. i love the sugarfree ones. :]
then maybe something harder, like meat or cheese. i know what i need to keep this old body running.
im feeling great. i know that i need to up my game and im hoping that i can figure out what the government can do to help with an education that way i can figure out if i can get into kickboxing at the local Kroc Center. Education is taking precedence and if i am blessed enough to get to go, i will make sure to up my game in other areas, tennis with my older brother or walking at work.
Jillian, you would be proud :]
84 lbs are gone from my life, and i dont ever want to see any of them again, unless it results in a healthy baby.
loving this!
made some bad choices this week: sugary coffee drinks, mcdonalds, mac n cheese. but im not regretting, im forgetting : ]
i need to erase it, so i thought id post it here so i can restart for march : ]
January 5th - midday went for iud: 213 (after lunch and drinks)
January 9th - 208
January 13th - 206
January 15th - 205
January 19th - 203
January 21st - 205
January 27th - 201
February 2nd - 199! Under 200! wahoooo!
February 14th goal was 193 - did not meet. but im not sad about it : ] just keep trucking.
February 9th - 198
i got sick the next week and got down to 195. i KNEW this wouldnt last since i needed to rehydrate.
February 23rd - 197.
:]
the new stretch goal is 165 before i get pregnant again (hopefully between January and June 2011) this is so my body can adjust and after i deliver i can reach a comfortable 170-180 prior to my wedding September 2012.
short term goal, lose 5 lbs in march and be at 192 or better by End of March :]
ill update the weigh ins on Tuesdays when i weigh in (i dont like to weigh in more often than that. it drives me batty! i get addicted).
ive done decent.
need to get the waters in.
gave up chocolate for lent.
thinking after this lent is done i will do another lent and give up Rockstars. i love the sugarfree ones. :]
then maybe something harder, like meat or cheese. i know what i need to keep this old body running.
im feeling great. i know that i need to up my game and im hoping that i can figure out what the government can do to help with an education that way i can figure out if i can get into kickboxing at the local Kroc Center. Education is taking precedence and if i am blessed enough to get to go, i will make sure to up my game in other areas, tennis with my older brother or walking at work.
Jillian, you would be proud :]
84 lbs are gone from my life, and i dont ever want to see any of them again, unless it results in a healthy baby.
loving this!
made some bad choices this week: sugary coffee drinks, mcdonalds, mac n cheese. but im not regretting, im forgetting : ]
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