motivation.

hard work.

determination.

Damn he's hot.

those are the things runnign through my mind when i see these pictures.

and then i remember...

if he were here he would tell me

STOP making excuses.

do what you can do REALISTICALLY without harming yourself or your child.

dont lose weight. its not all about being skinny. its about HEALTHY CHOICES that CHANGE MY LIFE. that MAKE ME the BEST MOM and allow me to grow a HEALTHY girl.

:]

i love you bobbo. (i miss you jillian...)