so im tryign to be healthier. i want it so badly.
today my love and my son and i went on a 25 or so mijnute walk around the neighborhood to be healthy and then i played with my resistance bands!
i need to keep up with my waters.
water water water.
i need it.
Maya bean needs it.
and my future self needs it.
i feel her rolling around in there, and knowing ive kept her healthy the last 23 weeks is SO rewarding.
at this point knowing she could come and have a chance, even a slim one, of being healthy. but im being responsible with this precious life.
also, on our walk with the boys today, i tried to jog, tried to run...the intense pain and pressure on my pelvic bone was too much.
i wont lie, ive never been a runner, but i can watch TBL every day?! my own history shows that i am much more successful of leading a healthy lifestyle during TBL seasons :]
i can do this.
and you know what...you can too.
after i showed a friend of mine the blog, i got motivated to read back. i was reading feelings i havent touched on in 10-16-18 months even...and it motivated me. i WILL NOT be sad. my life is incredible and my weight does NOT impact my mood that much. im motivcated, im happy. im gonna be successful damnit.
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