sometimes it gets me down

im not gonna embellish. because it doesnt matter.

im beautiful.

and these days when i feel bloaty and a little less than beautiful...

thats when i must remember...if THIS is me unbeaustiful...how gorgeous am i :]

life is good. im so so blessed.

210

Fit back in my fourteens after a little bit on the "I'm broke" diet. And the scale says 210? Numbers are bitches. But I'm alive and well. Who gives a shit? :)

sigh.

yeah, according to my records that has been my headline a lot.

but its one huge sigh.

id like to say weight loss and accountability are easy but they arent.

heres hoping that certain situations change and things change for the better.

kinda proud of myself

wanted a burger...chose subway instead.

baby steps right?

yes.

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Pneumonia pffffft

to celebrate a friends birthday...even if i couldnt be there.

i got all dolled up and put on makeup...and then hacked my brains out.

on a weight loss or lack thereof related note...

turkey chili for dinner

quesadillas for lunch

oatmeal and EW omelette for breakfast

i think i did all right.

should likely consume more water.

Happy Birthday Lady J!

i do pneumonia wrong

i swear...

i hhave had pneumonia for 9 days....and most of those with no apetite. and i still and the same shape.

i was smart ad ate each day anyway, to make sure i wasnt depriving my body, but nothing changed. i dont even know.

im feeling better, thank goodness.

im so so thankful for my health.

those doctors knew what they were doing and are taking good car eof me.

im blessed.

but seriously.

LOSE SOME WEIGHT BODY!

i dont think it helps that i have been a little depressed over a few things. i wish that i could just see where everything is going to end up so that i knew i could get through a lot of my feelings right now.

when it comes to break ups...sometimes i dont think you ever realy break up.

:(

i wish it were different. and its been eating at me the last few days. on top of being sick and holed up for a few days, i just am getting emotional and physical cabin fever.

since ive been home i swear ive been so jazzed just to be here that ive cleaned and cooked and built fires...all of which are not awesome for recovery thats for damn sure.

i wish i could say that the best part of pneumonia is the weight loss like some people...for me though, its the hot doctor and the feeling of recovery. im so so blessed that its almost over!