Monday, March 29, 2010

long time no confession

ive had rough weeks. im not stressing. i bet ive packed on 4 or 5 lbs back. but im not worried. its all part of the journey : ]

ive been laid up with back pain still, hypermobility the phys therapist calls it, and havent worked out much or eaten better.

im silly. but im checking in with you. stay strong, drink water and eat right!


ill update as things move along : ]

Friday, March 19, 2010

busy bee

work and life have me busy. sorry i havent been here, ghost readers.

ive gained back 2 lbs. back to 197. ive been bad i admit it.
ill make the changes again.
ive been ina slump lately. had a bit of a meltdown recently, where i was literally shopping 4x a week. since i can now try on and wear most anything in a size 14 and even dresses in 12s, i have been buying. its amazing how much money you save when you cry in dressing rooms. am i complaining? no,. ive just had to consciously make the decision to not shop every week : ]

starting p90x soon. we'll see how it goes. im not committing to 6 days a week because its hard, i dont want to, and ill get burnt out. i need to ease into it.

i should also login to sparkpeople again since i havent in months.

im off to check on the babe. he is teething, just moved into his own room and im sleeepy.

Monday, March 15, 2010

been bad.

seriously. today was at least 2500 cals.

going to buckle down. i made it to 195...and truth be told probably gained some back...but im soooo close. why frick it up by being stupid?


its go time. no dwelling on the past!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

bad girl.

been a bad girl.

havent blogged.
in the past week have had muchas gracias. subway. pot roast. coffee. coffee. coffee. lack of water.

ive been bad.

i at one point went out to dinner and had chicken bruschetta burger, then topped it off with dessert chocolate pie, (holy crap i totally spaced i had chocolate and that was my lent thing. damn) and then ate chicken nuggest 30 mins later.
i totally fat kidded it.

meh. whatev.


its a new day today and a new week. whatever.

im okay with it. :]

just touching base. im still chubby, slightly flabby and here :]

but im BLESSED.