Poutine...

soooo J came to take me to a late night date in portland and told me to prepare to break the diet. we dont have cheat days so i thought it would be okay...

he took me to poutine.

dont know what poutine is?

i wont even tell you.

go google it.

and by the way...it IS possible to have a hangover for your belly. i woke up feelin horrible, meat sweats and all.

sigh.

but its a good feeling. its like i know that my body doesnt like those things that years ago wouild have been AMAZING.

:]

progress!

biggest loser finale

oh man oh man. im so tired of seeing finale after finale.

because i wonder "how do they lose 100 lbs!? ive been working on the same hundred since 12/27/2008!" oh yeah thats right...they exercise all the freakin time.

i really need to be less lazy :]

maybe boxing....

oh yeah, next monday im thinking bowling and batting cages. fun hmmmm?

i need to make it fun. i like having fun. dont you?

by the way, jillian...im going to miss you.

oooh, i think i might do yoga during Bugs nap.

Strategic side photo...heyoh!

Chin?

I see a thinner person in there...I will find you woman!

Walkin On lunch

To spur more calorie burnin. Walked to subway, ate half mah sammich and the other for later...and walked back stopping only for a sugar free coffee :)

J has lost 4 lbs!

excellent for him! i dont weigh in. im not going to until the end me thinks. thats a lie we know i have no willpower for the number palate we call a scale.

but im going to hold out for awhile to avoid being disheartened.

im excited for him and incredibnly proud. he is doing great!

foooooods

subway 6 inch for lunch and then the rest a couple hours later, banana in the morning, lots of coffee, a glass of champagne and then dinner of fish tacos. heyoh!

i can hardly "weight" to see my new svelte figure.

i be sexy!

vacation

you know what that means.

the recent epiphany of acceptance still holds true. am i sad that i gave in to ice cream today, yesterday and pizza on this trip? yes. only because i have a goal and its gonna get there later and later with each passing meal that i cheat on.

but im still me.

a mother of one, a lover of one, a daughter and a sister.

im me. im beautiful even while gorging on pizza.

also...i think my new ice cream alternative will be bananas with either caramel or chocolate syrup, it tastes like ice cream, i know im eating calories and im not eating a full bowl of ice cream. itd be about 300 calories depending on amount of syrup and banana size, and still cheating but healthier :]

also gonna try and think of ways to coupon and get healthyish things. i can do this business.

i ate like 10 fajitas.

sigh. sometimes i have no self control.

and no it wasnt ten. but it was a LOT. shoooot.

luckily tomorrow is a new day. so i dont care much :]

damn cereal.

not much else to eat...except for oatmeal. but i needed a break from oatmeal :]

but now to find a cheap slow cooker recipe :]

thinking about using this site for it.

http://www.thesimpledollar.com/2009/01/30/the-frugal-magic-of-the-five-ingredient-crock-pot-meal/

also...huluplus has like the old seasons of the biggest loser...HEYOH!