has been a little bit!

today might daughter turned one.
and i was reminded of why im doing this.
for her. so she has a mother she can look up to
who can teach her how to love her body.
so what did i do?
had some cake and pie, had some not so great foods.
and then talked to J and told him "its time to get back on the wagon."
we've allowed this lax lifestyle for too long. and its time to change.

and seriously, ive got to wear a suit in 4 months, and an exensive gown next year.

time to do it.


man i hope i dont let my daughter down.