feeling beautiful

went to a game last night with my best friend.

and i bought a slinky new dress that clung to my curves. this picture actually makes me look decievingly small. in reality im not that tiny lol but i am fitter and feeling great.

i felt beautiful and it made me feel amazing.

it always has made me feel good, to dress nicely.

i felt beautiful, sexy.

dont get me wrong, my tights were tight, the dress was a little short, and it rode up and sometimes i felt a little exposed...but its because im getting used to it. this body is relatively new for me.

i have work to go...but i work it in the right clothes and i feel great. :]

holllaaaa

sometimes it gets me down

im not gonna embellish. because it doesnt matter.

im beautiful.

and these days when i feel bloaty and a little less than beautiful...

thats when i must remember...if THIS is me unbeaustiful...how gorgeous am i :]

life is good. im so so blessed.

210

Fit back in my fourteens after a little bit on the "I'm broke" diet. And the scale says 210? Numbers are bitches. But I'm alive and well. Who gives a shit? :)