i dont know how or why. but somewhere along the line i gained some back. its hard and i know i am better than that. but here is where i sit currently. 47 lbs from where i want to be and i dont like it.
its hard because i have been eating somewhat decent int erms of calories, but 90% of my calories are healthy calories and i wor out 2-3x a week on the bike or jogging. so now i know i have to kick it up pretty hard, which is intimidating. but ill get it. i am DETERMINED to give anyone who comes ascross this blog a happy ending. i may not have readers at the moment but someone will find it one day and dammit, they are getting the ending every good story has!
til later, friends.
