got sick this month.
and it wasnt the good "no apetite" sick. it was the "i cant pull myself up off the couch into a standing position...but im hungry as heck" sick.
i can almost certainly guarantee ive gained back...but my wii wont turn on right now to check. probably a good thing.
gone back to the old ways for awhile. and christmas didnt help. when i was younger christmas was ONE DAY. december 25th. now that i have a family., its now Christmas Eve, Christmas and other days if we all need to get together. sigh.
my Son Turned One.
holy crap.
amazing.
he is BEAUTIFUL and i am SO blessed for him. i ate a trillion cupcakes, or 5. and felt horribkle. but i regret NOTHING on that day. im his mommy and in his eyes i am beautiful and perfect and just the way he likes.
i keep remembering...i need to get the body i deserve before he is old enough to remember me big.
that way the mom he sees is ALWAYS the mom he finds beautiful. life if for this guy. and its wonderful.
im hungry.
im at about 1kj calories today. not too shabby got dinner left. and a movie...its todays temptation.
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