sickness.

this feel horrible.

im not going to lie. i couldn't afford this.
im sick, and this is day 2 of not being at work, day 3 of feeling horrible.
what started out as an intense sore throat on Friday turned into all over soreness, fatigue and weakness on Saturday and Grand Central Mucus today complete with hot and cold flashes, weakness and coughing. my head feels like its going to explode.
i ate like crazy on friday, definitely over my 1600 calories. saturday i only felt the energy to eat crackers and beef barley stew. and today so far, i dont even remember what ive had. i know ive had a lot of coffee and theraflu. warm liquids for the win.
coffee probably isnt the best thing for me, but oh well. i cant sleep away the day. i have to somewhat watch the baby j. thank goodness for nanny A.

im exhausted.

but.

im down 2 lbs. i don't know how. i haven't burned anything other than the sedentary 85 calories an hour in 3 days.

i have been keeping up my water so im not just losing water weight.
im down to 206.

it feels nice to at least feel like ive been accomplished while im still sick. im making decent, all right decisions.

for now i am feeling cloudy head.
i'm going to rest.
now that i've coughed all over my laptops.
ugh.

26 lbs to go.