i have nothing to say right now

but im going to anyway. today was exhausting.

my son was screaming in the middle of the night and we assume it can only be more teething. how horrible it must feel. i recall my wisdom teeth hurting, but to see constant pressure as a little guy who cant communicate? suck. it was very trying for J and i to try to focus in the middle of the night. but J did good and got j back to sleep. i awoke for work, had my cereal without the excess skim milk and took a couple oranges to work. i didnt have a rockstar this morning, just some black coffee with splenda and lots of water. 2 oranges for snack a banana and a veggie sub til my dinner of some steak and lots of asparagus.

i then went grocery shopping with the nanny.
bought about 100 bucks of good food: veggies, veggies, more veggies and some meat for stew making. :]

j had a good day while i was at work, but sleep doesnt come easy for the little bug.

neither does it come for us coincidentally.

im enjoying some momma time with nanny while daddy and j sleep.

im tired, and have an appt early in the morning.


im not feeling any lighter, moreso just so from the workout yesterday and being on my feet more than normal today.

im going to enjoy my bed tonight.

this momma is tired.

but you know what? i feel blessed. completely and entirely.


that means more to me than a few lbs. :]